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I drink to remember, I smoke to forget Some things to be proud of some stuff to regret Run down some dark alleys in my own head Something is changing, changing, changing I go back to Clifton to see my old friends The best people I could ever have met Skin up a fat one, hide from the Feds Something is changing, changing, changing Reff : So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive but I'm here to stay He's down in the kitchen drinking White Lightning He's with my momma, they're yelling and fighting It's not the first time praying for silence Something is changing, changing, changing Back to Reff There's a story for every corner of this place Running so hard you got out but your knees got grazed I'm an old dog but I...

engga tau kenapa harus ada adegan goodbye-goodbye itu. i hate to say goodbye and i won't too. but, what can i do if you want to leave? do you have something better than say goodbye? please jangan jawab-jawab "terserah" terus, itu bukan jawaban.  engga tau kenapa juga i still remember all those little things about you. what? do you remember an origami birds or samjumsok? aahahaha fools me. i still remember & ah you know? i still have them.  dan engga tau kenapa juga.. i still stalk, care, miss, hate, and like you! padahal adegan "dulu iya, sekarang engga" dan "terserah mau bilang gimana" itu sangat teramat cukup to make me stop it. teapi nyatanya just enough can't stop me.   but now, i know..  ikhlas to let you go. it's so much better than hoping you come back.  Goodbye! 

wedeeeh!!! apa kabar? ada sarang laba-laba gak sih pas pada loading page ke blog gue?!?! gue emng blogger yang kurang apdet. huft-_- gue juga lagi krisis perasaan ide buat ngeblog. that's the reason why gue ga ngepost for a long-loong-looong time (oke gue lebay). ohiya...gue juga dalam rangka gamau kalah sama blog tetangga "not a sinner neither a saint" by : jasmine iya. kamfreedh iya udah ngepost! ngeduluiiiiin gue! pake ngepost friendzone-friendzone segala. padahal gue tau dia tuh masih masa masa galau kronis. huft :< tapi ya okelah, karena karena dia mem-mention-nin gue......gue jadi berniat buat post yang agak ceria!   kalo kata siapalah gitu, shit happens but life must go on! ahahahahahahah... okay next....................................gue sebagai warga sekolah SMPN 99 JAKARTA angkatan 2013 yang akan lulus tahun ini dengan nem yang bagus dan masuk SMA tetangganya SMP gue (amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin) ingin menginformasikan tenatng : Skyline 2nd - The...

lagi-lagi bingung harus mulai dari mana. ruwet. mungkin karena terlalu lama menggunakan sistem "let it flow" sampai akhirnya malah terbawa terlalu jauh. dan setelah pernyataan "tidak penting" itu aku semakin dan semakin..........................................semakin :" aku tau, ini tidak akan berakhir lebih baik dari yang dulu, and i know it's too late to make it again. but like what i was to say to you "why not try again?" ah shit. i hate myself. stupid. dumb. fool. suck. whatever you call it.

well, happy friday night..........and guess what? what? i'm in loveee with "two fingers" by jake bugg. i like wearing my Nike glow in the dark wristband. i like to tweeting, bloging, eating, sleeping and laughing. i like to texting with you. and i do like to talking about you. i do like listening to gomen ne summe by jkt 48, playing playstation, try to make an origami bird too. intinya....................sampe kapan mau gini gini aja? sharing about our thought but never sharing about our feelings, our heart. mau sampe kapan? ya know, i will wait. but, it's toooooo long. and i'm tired :( this is my last clue for you : i <3 u.