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i just hurt. broke. no one care. no one love me. no one save me. sounds like pain is everywhere. and i can't go to anywhere. stuck in my place, with my heart and it's broken. maybe this pict can say something to you! </3 pretending like i'm great. i'm strong. i'm happy. "we spent some time together crying, spent sometime just trying to let each other go"  There's nothing like you and i - The perishers "Guess the loneliness came knocking, No one needs to be alone" People help the people - Birdy "I try to be a stonger, when i know everything over" Hate to miss someone - Still Virgin "TEhre are many things taht i would like to say to you.. But i don't kow how" Wonder Wall - Oasis "You be good and don't you miss me?" Hey, There Delilah - Plain White T's AND MOREEEEE!!!!!  i promise, this one will never be the last.  i...

pernah ga sih kalian ngerasaiin unspeakable feeling gitu?  rasanya tuh kayak "there's so many things, i would like to say to you, but i dont know how" . Tapi, ketika lo udah tau mau ngomong apa tiba-tiba lo sadar everything was over, and some memories make you feel like a stranger for him. so, you can't text him and explain 'bout your feelings. damn!  andai sama bisa menghubungi kamu duluan, dan andai saja saya bukan perempuan. mungkin sejak pukul 8 malam tadi kamu sudah mendapatkan pesan baru, yang mengkatakan........... aku kangen kamu! :')........... kangen, bgt!  Selamat malam. saya kangen kamu. 

when u love to eat an apple but, it was rotten and u only have one.. will u eat it? i have one. yeah, but it was rotten. but i love it. what will happen if i still want to eat? damn.  gimana ya? itu, lhoooo.. duh gituu.. yaaa gitudeh. ah.. tau ah... :\ Hari kamis malem Jum'at saya cuma tidur 3 jam! wow! *applause please*  Hari Jum'at malam Sabtu saya tidur jam 8 malam! hehhehe Hari ini. sekitar jam 5 pagi lebih 8 menit saya kebagun denger adzan subuh. Terus sholat subuh.  "ya Allah, jika ini yang terbaik, kok masih kerasa sakit ya? ya Allah, jika ini memang benar-benar yang terbaik, tolong di kuatkan ya, amin. Kan, saya juga cuma manusia biasa."  Ya, kurang lebih seperti itu.  oohiya satu lagi. Saya lagi sebel sama ucupzsx. haft </3 php bgt tuh dia. hah! bodohnya lagi, saya percaya gitu sama dia. ngeselin.-.  yaudah. udah ya! hehe see you soon! :* ({}) <3

ecieee, sesuai dengan judul yang ada, ahaha iya!! ridha. taukan? mantan temen sebangku gue (Fyi::sekarang tempat duduknya pindah. Gue duduk sama WKP, terus belakang gue Bule sama Iti, di depan gue ada Ridha sama Audy. depannya lagi ada Rian sama Ucup, depannya lagi audeh siapa:\ ) Nah..... terus ceritanya entah kapan Ridha yang sedang galau, nulis-nulis sesuatu di Binder gue. dan syalalalaaa~ itu tulisan dia bener-bener galao gilakxz men!!!! dia emang absolut bgt ttg cinte-cinte gidthuuu. bikin galao galao gidthuuu.. ckck okok, jadi dia nulis begini di Binder gue :: Kalo ibarat jalan nih ya, gue udah terlalu lama jalan dari cuman jalan terus lari terus jatoh abis itu jatoh lagi. Sampe sekarang saking kelamaannya gue jalan, gue jadi lupa tujuan gue kemana. Gue sampe lupa sama apa yang sebenernya gue rasaiin. Saking let it flow-nya tuh, gue sampe gak tau, gue nih jalan buat apa. Gue mau kok berhenti, tapi gue udah kelamaan jalan sampe kaki ini udah kebiasaan ngelangkah. Jadi gak ta...

Pernah ga sih ngerasa ketakutan? Haft haft haft <//3  iya. ceritanya gue lagi ketakutan gitu deyh.-. pengan jungkir balik rasanya. suer. terus, kalo rasa takutnya lagi dateng, tiba-tiba fikiran melayang-layang jauh entah kemana gitu. terus, jadi pengen nangis :'< pengen marah-marah. aduuuuuh <//3  lebih, parahnya lagi. none of 'em can understand me and none of 'em can't make me feel better gitu lho. HAFT <//3 and well, yeah i need that shit. Kamu.   "Takut ya gapapa, tapi jangan sampe ketakutan lo itu bikin rasa percaya lo hilang" - Merari  Selamat malam, besok senin. Aku try out. Doakan yaps!! :> 

hello, everybodeeehhh.. happy saturday night :> hehe.. cuma mau share beberapa lagu.. nemu di youtube :> cocok kayaknya buat soundtrack malem mingguan ;)  enjoooooooy :::  Emily and the Woods - Steal His Heart Cider SKY - We are in love haft, even if i don't know where u are. but, i can make sure that u are always in ma heart <3  once again. Happy Saturday Night. <3 *cheers*

There is nothing like you and i - The perishers We spent some time Together walking Spent some time just talking About who we were You held my hand so Very tightly And told me what we Could be dreaming of There's nothing like you and I Nothing like you and I There's nothing like you and I We spent some time Together drinking Spent some time just thinking About days of joy As our hearts started Beating faster I recalled your laughter From long ago There's nothing like you and I Nothing like you and I There's nothing like you and I We spent some time Together crying Spent some time just trying To let each other go I held your hand so Very tightly And told you what I Would be dreaming of There's nothing like you and I Nothing like you and I There's nothing like you and I So why do I even try? There's nothing like you and I There's nothing like you and I There's nothing like you and I Nothing like you and I (3x) 

Super Duper Amazing saturday night with, Dita.Savira.Zara,Iti, and Bayu oh, pleaseee! setelah sekian lama engga jalan brg, hihiwww akhirnya kita jalan lagi :> kemana? huftt, u know me so well lah-_- gdg aja kok. engga jauh-jauh. Ketemuan langsung di tempat makannya gituuu. di traktir zara di sushi groove! hehe. terus, terus, kita ke timezoneee (oh, my.. who cares?) ngisi powercardnya 150k terus dpt bonus jadi 300k. huahahaha.. foya-foya bgt kita melem itu :/ gue sma savira jadi anak geng motor, tapi yg menang savira:( terus main basket, satu tempat mainnya berdua-berdua, biar menang! wkwkw tapi ujung2nya cuma sampe stage 2 terus-_- main, guitar heroo! huft, itu guitar heronya susah ++ berat bgt lhoo ya :/ kita karokean jugaa:> terus pilih lagunya yang hot gitu, huheuheee padahal ada bayu-_- wkwkwkw terus gue juga main apaya namanya? itulhooo yang berdua, kayak tennis meja, tapi bukan-_- nah iya ituuu! wkwkwk seruuu, tapi gue kalah:( hmm, yasyudahla yaaw-_- tapi satuhal yang bi...