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heloooooo~~  miss me ? hohoooXD sorry if you miss my posting..  mmm, les't see and chek this out .. :DD I have a friend .. she was very close to me .. she sometimes good sometimes not ..  yes it is real sometimes hurtful words spoken .. maybe he was not aware of but me? I'm very aware of that .. not only that .. many other things that always hurts my heart. she never talks to me when I was a lot of hope with " suddenly he spoke "Who does he WANT WITH YOU?" huftfff ...  maybe she was not aware that his words were hurtful. but I'm very aware of those words .. Because the words that I felt weak.  useless, and instantly feel more confident with what I expect. yes, I know she was close to """"" yes, I also know you like it if close yes, I also know you and he's just a friend yes, I know I'm not as good as you .. and I also know you more attractive me .. but not so you treat me .. you tell me your friend .. but you always dro...

pertama tau lagu fall for you   itu dari Dita temen smp gue !!  terus gak tau kenapa tibatiba pas dengerin lagu itu, pasti perasaan gue jadi gak jelas.. (dalam arti lain GALAU)  tau gak sih rasanya? huhuuuu:"") rasanya itu ya kayak lo udah capecape ngerjain tugas terus tugas lo itu di sobek sama guru lo.. sakit hati bgt kann?  tapi gak juga sihh  bahkan lebih parah ..  mmmm, jadi tuh dimana kita ngerasa perasaan kita itu gundah, bimbang, gak tau harus apa, pokoknya tuh gitulahhh... campurcampur dan tergantung masalahnya masing masing jugaa...  jadinya ya kalooo kalian semua lagi gundah .. coba aja dengerin lagunya pasti jadi tambah gundah haahah... tapi gak juga sih.. yaaa ini cuma untuk share aja kok :)  mmm,, kalo yang serius.. coba aja ambil wudhu dan sholat.. isnyaallah nanti hati jadi lebih damai.. coba untuk lupainn masalahnya pelanpelan, kalo gak bisa ya di selesaikan, dan selalu berfikir bahwa kamu itu masih lebih beruntung dari...

for this time please listen to me !  I love you, but it does not mean I would be like this forever .. expect in the hope that is not sure .. so I will try to forget you .. although I realize that it's not easy .. knows what makes me hard to forget you .. maybe because I'm too in love with you .. ya never mind ..  do not ever think I have .. and also do not ever think I love you .. because I know your love is not for me .. but still my heart for you .. for now but not forev