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for my dear father! dad what u doing?  I do not know all of a sudden miss you ..  hihiii XD mmmm,, and now I want to tell something to you,,, want to know?  yeaaahhh yeeahhh>. < so, now I'm a junior high school ... mmm, and may not if I have to love someone? may i ?  eeyeyeyyeye:)) yes, there is one person that makes me love him so much! he looks cool with glasses! and he also looks good in my eyes! but unfortunately he does not love me dad .. he was very cynical when I talk to him!he's  never respond what I say! I hate it! but, not with his heart. because I saw, I heard, and I felt it! dad, I really love him! Can you tell god that he also loves me? yeaaaahhhh ...  I really want that happening .. although I know that's impossible! I LOVE YOU DAD 

halooo :)  maaf yaaa baru posting lagi..  hahahah sibuk saya !!  mmmm,, apa yaaa? bingung bingung !!  ohyaaa, gue kan abis pelantikannn.. hahaha sneng amat dehh, udah jadi anggota kosistara yang resmi.. dapet lencana pula.. hohooho XD tapiii, ada someone yang bikin gue selalu .. dan selalu gak enak hati.. yayayayaay udah tau dong !! ya itulah pokok.nya !! jadii akhirakhir ini dia itu suka update updatan status twiter nya itu lohhh.... yaaa allahh, demi deh bikin gue galau seetengah mampus !! gak tau kenapa dehhh.. gak tau juga updattanya itu buat siapa. yg pasti bikin gue galau aja !!

huhuu...  udah lama gak posting yeee. ehehhe maap dehh.. tau gak masa temen ku bikin aku jealous  aaaaaaaaaa,, sebel bgt deh,, jadi tuh dia tuh apa gimana yaaa? aku juga bingung.. aku mau marah . tapi dia gak salah ... mau diem aja tapi gak bisa... jadinya gmn coba ? yaa allahh makan hati bgt tuh kalo kyk gitu.. cckckckck, nasib deh... jadinya yaaa sekarang mahh CAN BELIEVE IN DESTINY  ajaaaa lagi pula juga udh gak ada harepan lagi

hey boy, did you know ? my life is must go on.. and please do not make me weak with this love,, ( jujur sebenernya gue lagi males nge-blog) 

I do not know why my father chose to go .. not to go for a while .. but gone forever .. I very much regret this situation .. not because I do not accept destiny, but because I am not proud .. I loved him very much but why did he go? I still need it .. I still want to proud and I still wanted to meet him .. but now? I can only hope to meet him in the afterlife .. and I can only pray for him .. AND FOR DAD WHO STILL LOVE ME .. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET ME .. BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU